Okay, interesting shiz has once again gone down. My friend Alex ( ) came over yesturday and we had a grand old time, we locked my half-brother Jordan outside for twenty minutes, we were basically just big bullies, he didnt mind though, he kept poking me to get me to fight him again. He touched my hair one time and I was like "....e.e...RAAHHH *attacks*". I sprained my fingers a bit, but nothing major, they're all better now though, I heal fast. Alex was hangin' downstairs playing Grand Theft Auto:San Andreas and I was upstairs looking for cheats and such, I love the cheats for that game. Afterwards his parents took us to the Chinese resturant down the street for dinner, was really good, my fortune was "You will enjoy good health", interesting enough because I'm never sick, so I guess that counts as accurate.

Mood wise I have been great all last week, nothing bad that happened could get me down, it was great while it lasted. Last night, I found myself wanting to cry, I have ideas why but I'm probably just over-reacting. And still, after sleeping in and actually being rested for once this week, I still feel like crap. I still want to cry and I still want to swallow every pill in the cuboard. I've been listening to music and such, but unfortunatly it's not working. Nobody wants to read this crap, but whatever, at least it's not me feeling sorry for myself. I'm actually slightly pissed about it. I won't bore you with the rants I am oh so good at. =.=

In other news, my dream last night was great. And it was so real too! It was about my girlfriend coming to live with me for however long. I have a lot of dreams about that, but this one felt so real >.<. She was sharing my bed with me, we woke up in the morning and we went upstairs and did something or other, I can't really remember. Then we went for a walk and we held hands and I showed her around and stuff. I think I remember it was really sunny outside, but it was winter and really cold, snow everywhere. I'm not sure how it works, but there wasn't a cloud in the sky and it was lightly snowing. We came back to the house and shook the snow off our clothes and went downstairs to play video games. If I remember correctly I believe it was some Mechwars game for the Xbox. It skipped ahead to later that night and we watched a horror movie or something I think. Something along those lines anyway. When I woke up I was so sad it wasn't real! TAT I sat up and was like "....;_; Fuck."

I wish I had something better to do to keep my mind off of being randomly depressed, but I don't, so I'll stop rambling and go find something to do.

Have a youthful week people